Monday, February 9, 2009

"The Lord gave and the Lord hath taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord." Job 1:21

Job's words describe some of my feelings this week. I miscarried. I put my trust in the Lord and seek his comfort. Some of my other feelings are in a different direction: sad, disappointed, frustrated. But for me it all comes back to saying, "blessed be the name of the Lord" and putting my trust in him.

22 comments:

Melisa said...

I am so sorry, sweetie. I wish I could be there to give you hugs and be the comfort you were to me during my miscarriage. I'll never forget everything you did for me during such a hard time. I'll love you forever. If there is anything I can do from a distance, please let me know. You are loved and the Lord is mindful of you. (((hugs!!)))

Leslie said...

Oh Jill, I'm sorry too. Miscarriage is such a hard thing to go through. I really admire your faith, and I also think it's good that you're acknowledging the other feelings as well--the sadness and frustration. I'm sure that Aaron is a great support at a time like this, and some extra cuddles from Lily and Carter couldn't hurt either. I'll be praying for you. :)

Erin said...

I'm sorry Jill. I wish I was there to give you a hug.

Rachel and Jared Lautenschlager said...

Jill, I am so sorry to hear the news. I totally understand how you feel having miscarried myself-such a unique type of pain. Give me a call if you need absolutely anything and I too admire you for your faith! Our prayers are with you.

Nathan and Annie Miller said...

I am so sorry. I don't know if those words help, but I really am. Hang in there, and I know the Lord is there for you.

Amy said...

Too many of us know the heartache of a miscarriage. Yet, we are so blessed to know that the Lord has a plan for us. Many hugs and prayers from Texas are comin' your way.

Nancy said...

Jill I have not experienced your pain, but my heart aches for you. I am so sorry. You are an incrediable women of faith. I have always admired your strong spirit. The Lord loves you, you are his precious daughter. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Rachael said...

I'm so sorry Jill. I love that scripture and your faith in the Lord. You are an amazing woman, a tremendous example of faith. I was just reading the "consider the lilies" verses in 3 Nephi and reflecting on how hard it is not to worry about life and to let the Lord clothe us, feed us and care for us in His own way. Those lessons are sure hard for me, but I know that the Lord ALWAYS provides for us in just the right way. Know that you are loved by so many and that I'll be thinking of you and praying for you, too!

Margo said...

Oh, Jill. I am so sorry. Please feel my hug and know you are in my prayers. Take time to grieve. Seek peace. Give me a call if you want to chat!!!!!!!!

Tyson said...

I am so sad to hear that. I hope you are feeling better and confident in the plan meant just for you.

RSP said...

Ok, that last comment was from me. Tyson logged in on my computer again. Just in case that was a little weird for you.

Anne said...

My heart hurts for you. I send my sympathy and love in hopes that knowing how many people care will help at least a little.

DillChips said...

I know it is hard to hear that hope is still around when deep down I know you wanted that one. Sometimes I don't understand gods choices for us, hopefully with faith we all can...and you have a great amount of faith. Now as I make the comment 13 I see that you have a great amount of love around you as well. We love you too.
P.S. Don't ever feel like a bother when you need support (I know I do it to) and I know that you are not alone in this.

Steve and Hailey said...

I'm so sorry as well. I'm glad that you shared in a simple and faithful way. It is good to know what you are going through even though I'm sure you feel a little on your own in this trial.

Nikki said...

I'm so sorry Jill. I wish I could help. James and I have had a difficult time in this area as well. Your expression of faith is such an example for me. Our prayers are with you. Hang in there!

Melinda Ford said...

I haven't been on in a while, so I'm just barely seeing this...even though I already knew. I just wanted to let you know I've been thinking about you. I love you, as does everyone else. That much is very obvious from the sweet comments left. We all love you and wish you the best. I hope you're still doing ok. I'm glad you have comfort and that you're doing well considering. I LOVE YOU JILL!!!

Beth said...

Oh Jill. I love you. Stay strong. Heavenly Father loves you. How far along were you? Thank you for all of your kind words as I have gone through this hard time with my mom.

Kristine said...

I am sorry to hear that. He is a great comforter and hope you are finding comfort in Him. Let me know if I can help in any way.

Ammon said...

I am so so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine the sadness and disappointment you are going through. Thank you for sharing a bit of your pain even though I'm not much help. That's very brave and such a sweet and simple reminder of God's love and His plan for us.

Ammon said...

Last one from me. -Erin

ATT Hickson said...

Aren't you so glad that we have a testimony of our Savior and the Plan of Happiness?! We would be emotional recks if not for faith... Moroni 8:3!

The Green's said...

My heart goes out to you! You are amazingly strong. I really do admire you. I wish I could give you a hug!